Yesterday my
Grandpa went home to be with his Creator and Savior.
I have been preparing myself for this for a while now. I have dealt with my emotions in different ways. But nothing really, truly prepares you for the pain you feel when someone you love so deeply is just gone from your life forever.
I am thankful for the many precious memories that I have with him.
Some people never get to experience the love that people like him give.
He was one of a kind. It felt weird waking up today...a day without him here.
I have such comfort knowing that he is in Heaven...looking into the face of Jesus Christ. He isn't sick anymore. He doesn't have to worry that his heart will give out or that he won't be able to catch his breath. He will be there for eternity. One day I will too. And he will be there, waiting for me.
Chloe is having a very hard time dealing with this.
She was so close to him and loved him so much. She knew how loved she was by him.
She is angry, hurt, sad, confused. In some ways she lacks maturity but she makes up for it in other areas. She has been so mature. She has thoughts that I never imagined a 6-year oold would have.
It's amazing how kids help us through situations when they aren't even trying to.
Obviously there isn't anything anyone can do.
The love, thoughts, prayers and support of the loved ones in my life is enough.
I am blessed to be getting that support from so many wonderful people. You all know who you are. Thank you.
Funeral arrangements will be made today.
Please keep my family, especially my Grandma, in your thoughts and prayers.