Seven years ago today I gave birth to my precious Chloe Beth.
The second I looked into those beautiful dark brown eyes, my life changed forever.
I was 19, "single" and scared. I had no idea how to take care of a baby but there I was, holding a tiny, helpless little person in my arms. She made a grand appearance after days (seemed like an eternity at the time) of labor. You would be amazed how loud a teeny tiny 5lb 15oz baby girl can scream.
It took me some time to get into the swing of taking care of her. I had lots of help and my mom was truly amazing. I don't know how I would have gotten through those first 6 colicky months without her. That was, by far, the hardest, most tiring 6 months of my life.
As time went on things started coming more naturally to me. Some of my fears eased up and I started really enjoying my role as "Mommy".
My colicky infant grew into a vivacious toddler.
She was curious from the start and seemed to soak everything up and she really learned so much during this time.
That toddler turned into a dramatic, spunky, smart, fun and cautious preschooler.
We spent lots of time making new friends and trying new activities.
Somewhere in there...I blinked.
The *baby-ness* was gone.
My teeny tiny "peanut" was now a *big girl*.
She started school and her independance started emerging.
Today, she is seven. Wow...seven.
Looking back, I really had no idea just how much my life had changed that rainy Sunday in August seven years ago.
That 19-year old, scared, selfish girl held in her arms the biggest blessing of her life.
I am so incredibly proud of my daughter.
She is smart.
She is friendly.
She is loving. (I don't think she will ever be too big to cuddle mommy)
She is helpful.
She is dramatic. (Nothing is done quietly or calmly. Sometimes I have to remind myself that even though this is verrrry trying for me, it is who she is. One day that spunky spirit is going to serve her well. God help me during her teen years)
She is AMAZING.
She is my world. My everything. My sunshine.
Happy Birthday my sweet Chloe Beth. I love you.